Im not sad because of the physics exam juz over, but because i feel that im seriously too fortunate.

I just went to the kofeeshop to buy lunch, i bought charkuayteow, 3 dollars approximate.

i turned around and a pang of emotion oversurged, just like before, it happened a few times alraedy.

an old lady and her son, about 30-40 years old, having lunch. what were they having? 2 people were sharing a packet of less than 2 dollars rice with toufu. what was i buying? 1 packet of charkwayteow 3 dollars for myself.

the son had a problem, an illness to be exact, im not too sure what. the old lady was seperating the amounts of rice for both of them, and the son ate quickly. 

This seriously made me really sad. the old lady is already high in age, and still had to take care of her son, they look as if they lurked the streets. Im really too fortunate, and my emotions are always up high whenever these sort of things happen. 

I really need to reflect upon myself. i get a chance to study, i should cherish it, others do not have a chance, yet they still are strong and live day after day. what if the old lady suddenly falls ill, there will be no one to take care of her son. I intended to buy a psp or something, and i always spend so much money, 1st was for designer stuff, then for food now, im really a spendthrift. i feel that i should really save up or something, instead of buying so much. 

People are not as fortunate as me, yet i want more,  im really a bastart, i mite reconsider the psp buying now

Im not sad because of the physics exam juz over, but because i feel that im seriously too fortunate.

I just went to the kofeeshop to buy lunch, i bought charkuayteow, 3 dollars approximate.

i turned around and a pang of emotion oversurged, just like before, it happened a few times alraedy.

an old lady and her son, about 30-40 years old, having lunch. what were they having? 2 people were sharing a packet of less than 2 dollars rice with toufu. what was i buying? 1 packet of charkwayteow 3 dollars for myself.

the son had a problem, an illness to be exact, im not too sure what. the old lady was seperating the amounts of rice for both of them, and the son ate quickly. 

This seriously made me really sad. the old lady is already high in age, and still had to take care of her son, they look as if they lurked the streets. Im really too fortunate, and my emotions are always up high whenever these sort of things happen. 

I really need to reflect upon myself. i get a chance to study, i should cherish it, others do not have a chance, yet they still are strong and live day after day. what if the old lady suddenly falls ill, there will be no one to take care of her son. I intended to buy a psp or something, and i always spend so much money, 1st was for designer stuff, then for food now, im really a spendthrift. i feel that i should really save up or something, instead of buying so much. 

People are not as fortunate as me, yet i want more,  im really a bastart, i mite reconsider the psp buying now